Daddy how I miss you

Every waking day

I curse the one who made you

Die and go away.

I wish I'd had some time to say

How I loved and longed for you

Now all I have are memories

And dreams that can never be

You taught me how to love you by
the way that you loved me;
And by your unseen sustenance,
to see what you could see.

You gave to me through who you were
the gift of what I am.
Your pride in me is now my pride your faith, my caravan.

Your life does not conclude with death,
nor will it end with mine,
For all the lives I touch, you touch,
And so on through all time.

Here you'll learn all about me: my interests and hobbies, the people in my family, my pets, and more. 

A Glance at my Life and who I am.
I am Tonya, 37 year old mother of 3 children. 2 boys and 1 girl. Brandon 17 years old, Heather 16 years old, Justin 12 years old. I also had another son that I lost to SIDS He would be 13  His name was Cody and I lost him when he was 7 weeks old. You can visit Cody's Memeorial By Going here
I have 4 Dogs we had 10 dogs but we gave all the puppies away to new homes, I am a homemaker and we  live in South Mississippi.
I have a wonderful Husband His name is Steve and we have shared some really tough times. we have been married 14 years.  I lost my Dad Recently to Murder and the trial for that Has just recently been completed, My stepmother was convicted of Manslaughter instead of Murder she spent 5 days in Jail and was then let out to await her appeal I am very angry about this and in my journal I reflect on this anger alot.She was sentenced to 20 years 15 to be served and 5 post release supervision after the 15 years served. And yet she was let out of jail.  you can Visit my Dads Memorial by clicking here I will talk about the death of my father often and how its affected me and my family.
I also have a sister that lives with me she is mentally disabled and I have taken care of her for 5 years since our Mother passed away.  You can visit my Mothers Memorial by Clicking here.  My Sister Tara  is wonderful even though I lose my patience with her sometimes. We thrive off each other and I dont know what I would do without her.  this is just a short summary of my life. I will get more into my past and background as the Days go By.